First of all...

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY "ADEK" HIDAYA!!! XD
Hope u hav (I heard that u had) a great day just nw.
With the cake on ur face and all that haha.
Sorry I cldnt stay long2 eh.
But thanks for the invite nonetheless =)

Heres the pics for both the sweet hearts' bdays.

Seif'sIntroducing parents of bday boy, mum n dad

Sis in law and eldest bro

The dOOds at the partay

The dudettes at the partay ^o^ wahaha

Sis in law, kledek(Qesh), me n bday boy!

Bro and his sec skool frens

Hidaya, bro, sec skool frens n sis

Bro gf, bro, sec skool frens n Ham2! =X

Bro n sec skool frens (including dude hiding in the toilet, at the back lol)

Sis, sec skool fren n bro

Future family pic, excluding dad, bro n sis in law XD

All together nw! See my grandma doing the peace sign! (To the right of me)

The bday boy in action =)

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Hidaya's

Day b4 celebration

Me!

Bro n me

Still gt time to take pic, can see bro gf's face in fear of the balloon popping XD

Santa's helpers n santa at the back =X

The star that fell upon someone wahaha

Hidaya's family pic

Bday girl with the two handful boys

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The two love birds =D

The end!

Scene in the bus otw to tamp =X
Gd nite world

Rewind to Thursday
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Rewind to Wednesday

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Thursday
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Reached home enjoying the space I had, unlike earlier.
Its so nice to come home to an alomost full family for 2 days straight =)

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Skool talk












aVe

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Red covers exteriorly of us both,
With it too burning internally of me,
When the bearing of you location is to my North,
Clear as sight for all to see,
You added weights to ease the burden of the current,
Walking towards the intersection shoulder to shoulder,
Deciding on the direction as the motif is hidden unapparent,
Taking moves that soon grew bolder,
Just like the day when it all went grey,
To increase our knowledge became increasing our converse,
We always had things to say,
Surely it wasnt going for the worse.

As we plugged in our attentions to each other,
Forgetting the reason why we are placed here,
As my secrets you slowly uncover,
Having you look through it all so near,
Perhaps to see if there was another,
Only to drain out all the fear.

The second hand cant help but halt the moment once more,
We packed our picnic before it got too late,
On our way back you pushed for a preferred long way,
So that you could jolt me back to reality,
Causing my heart to beat faster than it did,
As I fell for you good graces,
Plunging forward that left you in laughter,
I laughed inside as you didnt know what you will be meeting,
Once you reached, and open your line with me,
A picture makes a thousand words,
Fusing two of it makes it grow to a million,
As I hope that you see that single message that is supposed to be sent out.

You saw what I had said,
You understood what it all meant,
As we met on the other side where it is greener,
Our parade was showered with blessings,
Having the whole building to ourselves,
Spending time till it ran out,
With our feelings still having their faced covered.

Before long the mood dampen as the luckless crossed your path,
Many things unsaid crept onto my mind,
If not even them, what make me think Ill get away with it?
Your potrayal of reality makes me wonder that, and more,
Am I unworthy? Am I able to meet it all?
Negative thoughts ended our day of celebration,
2 months gone with only one left,
Surely itll be more harder now on,
Surely itll be more better from now on,
Surely we can do what it takes to decide our luckless fates.


aVe

Lets recap wat happened in skool from Wednesday onwards.
Note that I said in skool, not after =X

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Rewind to Wednesday

Science!
Science, we had a temporary faci, not permanent =(
He seemed quiet at first.
Once he intro himself than my perception of him is way off.
Just by that single lesson, he cldve been my fav faci =X
But no, life doesnt get too fun so easily.
We had bio.
Thanks to the heads up from Nazy.
I brought all my MI notes, literally XD
Still I didnt wanna get too cocky, like I always do.
Then I decided to keep quiet n not boast.
Cuz apparently I only know the names of stuff, but not the processes it goes thru etc.
Nonetheless, im sure my Chan would be "damn pleased" to know that,
I finally know wat the hell he thought me last year (-_-)
I really do wahaha.
The lesson wldve been awesome had we not be given the 10 min time.
I mean, I dun work well under pressure at all.
Then im presenting the the 3rd n 2nd last slides.
U can imagine hw fast n unclear my presentation was lol.
Still nvm, atleast as a grp we understood everything we did.
Anyway I like the constant distractions our faci did.
Showing us some "games" and funny vids n stuff.

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Rewind to Thursday

Cognitive!
Something too simple led to something so tragic.
Leaving me helpless.

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Rewind to Friday

Enterprise!
New group!
Great group!
Easy problem!
Met during 2nd study break!
Went home happily after that!


Ok as u can see I am lazy at retelling things.
Esp if its so so only.
The nice ones will come out in my next 2 posts =)


aVe

Wanting to know the codes that made this work,
Longer route still brought us to a similar lab,
Where our project can be finally brought to life,
All theories have been written,
Its time for it to be made into a substance that could be felt by our touch,
Stiff metal frames melted to a softer flesh,
The cold plating turns to a warm texture,
Heat travels into it like blood into a body,
All that written paper made into a sensitive matter,
Constant touch of you hand sparked it with life,
Energizes the engines to pump from a standstill,
You passed instructions that I keyed in,
Line by line I repeated after you,
Memorizing the guide you had written for me,
Wanting to store the image into my memory for keepsake,
The facility beeps for its closure,
On the way out we looked at past theories to compare,
How it went from just words to actions they we carried out,
"A dream you dream alone is just a dream,
A dream we dream together is reality",
As we admired our project thus far,
Stopped for this time till the next to refuel our ideas and feelings,
It can only get better from this experiments we carry out together,
Though it ended for now, the journey is still on going,
I do not want to see the day till the matter is fully made,
As we always would build onto it,
So that it will never end,
So that the journey could last forever.


PS: No im not doing this just cuz you wanted me to. Im doing this cuz I want to =)


aVe

Dear Sis Aliah.
Hope that you are having a nice 21st birthday.
May God grant you all the goodness in life that you deserve.
Wherever you are.
Don't think that we all don't remember you.
We all do, especially mum n dad.
Unlike us, parents cant ever forget their own flesh and blood.
So it is up to us to do the same.
After all they gave us life.
They are still together, going strong as ever.
Why cant we all be the same?
Circumstance may be blamed but we all make our own decisions.
Which will determine our circumstances.
I know you wont read this but im just posting this for mum and dad.
Though you not here with us,
Only a few days after my birthday and they were already thinking of making plans for yours. How do you think that made us all feel?
Anyways its been 21 long years for everyone.
Even for you.
So I hope that you have a fun time going into adulthood.
No more being a child or teenager.
But you'll always be mum and dads daughter and my sister.
We are always out there for you.
Hope to see or hear from you,
no matter how long it'll take.
Just don't make it too late.


Yest.
Nearly the whole day was spent by figuring out how to put a new blogger layout.
Is it nice btw? =X
Haha.
Tho its not hw its intended to look like,
It is still way better than hw I did it.
I remember last yr.
When I asked this someone (i tink you'll definitely who u r XD)
to help teach me with changing the blogger layout.
We thot can do it thru msn,
but both keep 4gtting.
Thru calling?
Both ended up talking about something else.
Nearly a year later n that person has still yet to teach me =X
But its ok, I hav a feeling that just by 4gtting, it has helped make that person remain if not more patient than ever.
Cuz teaching me can make a monk grow hair in 5 mins.
Meaning even a patient person can get frustrated at teaching me.
Anyways after spending friday night figuring out why the hell my image keeps repeating.
It gt brought over to saturday.
Thinking that some fresh eyes could help, BB helped.
Hours after hours of both of us trying.
She finally figured it out.
N it stopped repeating.
We both shouted, "yay!" literally.
But only for like 2 mins.
Then me being a perfectionist,
I asked her hw come mine isnt the exact same as the preview that we saw.
Then back to the drawing board we went.
After an additional 30 mins the plan was scratched.
Lol.
But still many thanks to dearest BB for ur help! (^_^)


After cracking my brain for thw whole day,
I figured that I cld unwind by reading a book I had borrowed.
I 4gt that my brain isnt like last time.
When to unwind Ill read.
Now reading is work for my brain too.
I read like 3 pages of the book and dropped dead for 3 hours.
Then I woke up close to midnight and thot of someone.
Contacted then for no reason remembered a dream.
Then suddenly I gt hungry.
Went to the kitchen, no food.
So I ate a durian lempok.
Then gt bored, thot I wanted to talk and play games.
Got wat I wanted but felt too sleepy to talk to BB,
N too bored playing game.
Then my chest starts to heat up n hurt again.
So I went off and lay down in my room.
Drinking like a camel.
After hours of smsing then only I started to feel sleepy.
N I slept.
Morning came when I saw that it was the wrong timing that I slept.
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aVe

I stayed up while you slept,
Your advice was not carried out, by me,
You called to make sure,
I said not to worry and cut the line,
Going against the flow it was going,
As I 4gt the promises the promise that was made,
This ignorance made you disappoint in me,
When you remembered and wore white,
While I dreamed of wearing white,
Unaware that it was just a dream,
I let it continued on as I didnt want it to end,
Life just rolled by with you and I missed all the moments,
Moments I couldve taken,
You keep throwing the line,
And I keep looking at it,
Not wanting to assume, kept thinking its a trap,
A trap that my mind made for me to believe,
Another one missed made it seem that I was not on your level,
That dream couldve been true hadnt I not be cautious,
Leaving you waiting and my mind to wander once more,
Word sinks in slowly as the story is told,
Regretting even more for letting you down,
Graceful with your body language and replies,
Which left me with self blaming words in my head,
Hoping to make it up in times to come,
I want to improve so this will work,
As the smile is what I want to keep seeing appear on your face every single day.

A cute pic for u BB, haha =D


aVe

Starting early by coloring the rising day,
In the hours of darkness,
You changed it into a glowing scene,
By the stroke of you brush,
Touching up the script for the day,
By arranging the different bodies into proper sentences,
A 2 lines conclusion to you 16 lined prose,
Springing up an idea to another addition,
Going the extra mile to make it frightful bright day,
Wrapping up the present you have made with extra love,
Every fold with such care making it a work of art,
B4 making your way to deliver the future that you had made in the past.

Tying the ribbons of the past onto our wrists,
As it unconsciously pulls us to the pressing feeling,
The increase was made after you showed me our different expressions,
Appreciated the work together,
As curfew is imposed,
It forces us out from this similar place,
Different time zones seem to make it impossible,
Yours accelerated before decelerating,
While mine the exact opposite,
Readjusting our clocks to a common frame,
As green lights showed us the way to go,
Moving forward on the straight road,
Every uneven surface no felt by our legs,
Lines build up infront of both tracks,
Contemplating on taking the same carriage or a different one,
Lack of direction causes a split,
Only then 2nd thought sets in,
Cold feet made warm as you initiated the plan,
They say that the journey matters,
In this case the destination does too as the tides are turned,
Day dreaming through it as it seemed to be to good to be true,
Until I raised my head from the picture,
And looked at you to confirm the dream into reality,
Crossing the bridge that separates both,
Clearing the mist as the scene remains crystal clear to see whats ahead,
Wanting to cycle us out of the zone,
I pulled you aside before it could happen,
How I wished that it was you hand that I was holding on to,
And not you arm as the gesture could not be returned,
You spontaneousness rained on our parade,
As laughters were heard until the end point,
Where we waved goodbye at our day,
And then reflect on what the future will be from now on,
Days such as this to make us smile until we sleep good night.




aVe

After skool.
To be continued..


aVe